2006

Finally it came to a new year. I guessed 2005 wasn't really a good year for me.hahaha..too many ups and downs. Been through the lowest point of my life in one period i guessed. Work wise i think i kinda screwed up also.

I dunno what i planned to achieve by 2005, i think i didn't set any also. hahahahaa..

Like chichi, shouldnt believe in new year resolution also..if wanna do can just do anytime..hahaha..but well, i just have few plans for 2006.

1. doing the right path for my career.
2. get a band. get into the local music scene
3. write more killer songs ! hahaha..
4. not screwing up anything anymore.
5. don't take things for granted anymore.
6. not to be broke..this is hard i guess..hahahaha



Happy New Year everyone ! :)

Hui Guo Shu (1)

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If you have a minute
why don't we go somewhere only we know ?

Call me please. I know you will...:)

He's back

he's backkkkk ! welcome back ! for good ! hahahahaha...

Merry Christmas everyone. And have a good holiday ! :p

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One thing good about having phone with mp3 is that...i dun need the hassle to on my computer and listen to some songs before sleeping everytime. I like to put on headphone for a while before sleep sometimes. Now with a phone with mp3, i can just listen to it directly through earphone. When done, just switch it off, and sleep. Just like cd player la..ehhehe..

Oh ya, i just don't have the habit of letting the pc on and then go to sleep. I just cant..hahaha..well, maybe coz im not listening to those soothing jazzy kind of music kua..i listen rock most of the time..hahahaha... and i just cant bare to let the pc on the whole night for nothing, unless im downloading stuffs la.

well..if you weren't too irritated by distortion-nised rock music, can have a listen to some of my recent stuffs here :)

Oh well..time to sleep.nite

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Three days

"eh, you look like Cheah Soon Kit. You main badminton ? you adik Cheah Soon Kit kah ?"

"dia sudah mahu balik main badminton."



this is the 2nd time people said i look like Chia Soon Kit's brother...do i ? hhmm.... hahaha..

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Since many are doing it..this is my version..hehehe

8 things that freak me out

1. How puffy my eyebags can be when i look in the mirror first thing in the morning.
2. curry mee with alot of si ham.
3. at home watching tv with romantic scenes or plots, with my brothers or dad behind or together. Feels so damn weird..haha..wish i have a sister :)
4. flying cockcroaches !! @#$!@$!@$#!
5. when i cant find my Touch n Go card upon reaching toll !
6. seeing how long the traffic jam queue after the Subang Toll !
7. my own imaginations and predictions.
8. how people react the first time i tell them my name..really.hahaha..


6 things to do before i die

1. form a famous band, have my own album record, have fan based..!
2. set up my own design brand company
3. BMW !!! BMW !! BMW !!
4. kinky erotic sex !!
5. travel around the world
6. run a cafe or live band pub.

6 often repeated words

1. ma chao hai !
2. Ah..really ah ?
3. backside !
4. diu
5. hello hello !
6. eerrr...hhmm..

7 random facts about me

1. sometimes i hate smokers although i do smoke once a while. hehe
2. hate listening to my own vocals. But i like to sing.
3. i like to watch tvb dramas !! like i always said, my inspirations leh ! hehehe..
4. sometimes i do take friends for granted.
5. im just another horny slutty bastard.
6. i think im a bit biased towards other races.
7. i like small kids..hahahaha

6 people whom im about to tag

1. bennyboi
2. jessie
3. binbin
4. chi chi
5. yee-i van
6. the rest on my friend's blog list

Perhaps Love

Perhaps Love.

It makes me feel sad.

priceless memories...

Pine

flocks of cloud cast a grey shadow on our heart
listening to the deepest lonely feelings i have
cystral clear and transparent
just like a beautiful scenery
it always seems clearer in the memories

Can a badly hurted heart still continue love me
i try hard to lift a temperature-less hand
once a caring soul now being locked in time
left with sadness that cant be erased

gradually falling pine leaves are like miss
i light up a fire to warm up the spring
a speed of light steal the sky
north wind blows and cover your face from my mind
i burn the love like falling leaves
but still i can't bring back that familiar face

gradually falling pine leaves are like miss
why do we need to bring it back before winter comes
loving you through time
two lines of tears from the fall of spring
let love sinked into the ground
what i want is just you beside me

at
the hill waist where the red rain falls
died with the north wind
i slowly play with the wind chime

wanted
to wake the forgotten love
snow were all over the place
i fear the pine leaves outside had became ice by now

Hehehehe...was listening to Jay Chou's new album, came across this song..was playing it over and over again yesterday. Found the lyrics finally, and its damnnn poetry...terlalu metaphor..hahahaa..couldn't help but try to translate it DIRECT into English, but seriously, my england damn peh and it really lost the meaning that the song actually trying to convey..makes it sounds funny..hahahahaha...

If you know chinese, sure u will notice a lot of mistake words usage in it..hahahaa..who caressss

Sorry Jay Chou fans...ahhahahaha..but this is a nice song.. :)

keew

the week...

Had a small primary school gathering on Tuesday night. Met Poh Chuen, Mun Leng, Joanne, Chee Hong, Lucien and Heng Loong, who all i haven't been really keep in touch for the past 9-10 years. Was kinda fun when all starting to, "i remembered last time ah..." then start all the old grandma's story di. Hope they get to organise another gathering soon. Hehehe...

Got this sms message from RUSH saying it was "Naughty Ladies Night" on Thursday. Last minute decision to go with Sin, since i got membership card that allows me to bring 2 friends in free, but some miscommunication happens and screwed it up. Ended up watching Harry Porter midnight show.

Friday nite, went Slippery Senorita with the Babis. Ek came back. Hey, thanks so much for bringing back my sweaters..hehehehe..owe u big one. Well, when i thought its gonna be a short nite out, we ended up hitting McD's later till late 3am. That's when the previous post came from.."7 red lights"..hahahah.. it was fun, like Swee said, "we so long didn't sit down and eat fries oledi.." but that nite got no wind at all. Kinda hot.

Went jamming on Saturday noon. After like, almost a year break or more. Hooked up with a bassist, Sean, that i found through jamtank forum. Well, goes kinda well. Weiloon's drumming slack like hell oledi...hahahaha...Sean bassline, well, he is only 19 years old, good enough. And me myself not that good either..hahahaha...but it was fun la.

The night was in Sin's old house. A piano, A pair of cards, a bottle of red wine, a bottle of Johnnie Walker, 2 packs of peanuts, and a home video karaoke, running old greatest hits songs like "sleeping child", "can you feel the love tonight", " always", "love me for a reason".....

Today i was feeling kinda sick the whole day. Must be the hangover a bit..hehehe.. Hope tomolo is a better day.

K. Damn tired and sleepy now.

ps. thanks for giving me a 2nd chance :)

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I went through 7 red lights on my way back..with Shakira's dunno what song which has this chorus, "don't bother, i will be fine"

4am in the morning.

Next Wishlist

Woo..i saw and tried this on last week while waiting for my friend, at Bentley's Music. Actually i always wanted to get a new pedal. When the shopguy asked me what pedal i use now, "the very first ZOOM505"...he gave me that one kind look..hahahahahaaa...coz ZOOM505 is one of the very first multi pedal that came out, that was like back 4-5 years ago.

What attracted me the most about this pedal is the simple, analog style, and the "Cry baby"(wah wah) pedal. The guy play and demonstrate using the "wah wah" effect on a distortion mode. It was cool and now i know how some guitarist do those effects ! sort of like..cheating..technically cheating..in a way..heheheh..

K..i think most of you wouldn't understand what im saying..watever..ahahahah..

Tube Mic

call me jakun or katak bawah tempurung or whatever..but this is the first time i see a tube mic..hahahaha...cool !

Met JD from Pop Shuvit, Jinn and his rapper, MC David, and a few crew members of KLG Sqwad in 21:05 Production. Nice place, nice people. Everything is so exciting until i was given advice that the recording studio price that im going to do might be higher than expected. aii..

I need sponsors..aii aii...

I will laugh back at you one day

I've tried not to blog about this few days ago. Coz i know if i did, sure it will turn out to be another fuck here and there post..hhmm..

Well..long story short, im jobless now. Our boss didn't wanted to pay us last month salary, with reason saying we didn't do work up to his expectation, where as it was our work and ideas that got them the first two projects, he claimed only will pay us if we finished up the company website and artbook in 2 weeks, and he must be satisfied. He still thinks we are stupid. And he don't want to meet us, i think he dun even dare to meet us, he want us to send to him online. I really want to say straight to him, "FUCK YOU"

Well, could be my fault as we didn't push to get the employment and confirmation letter signed and stuffs. We kept asking time to time and they kept delay it, until this happens..there is alot more that i wanted to say about him, but forget it..shit happens..ranting won't help. I learnt my lesson.

He better disappear and don't let me see him again..i dunno what i will do..seriously...

His name is Lionel Yoong. Drives a white Mercedes 8398. Lives in Bangsar. Whoever wants to know more about him, let me know. 012-3710652

Although im being cheated and conned, i still believes things happened for a reason. And of course..shit happens. He is stupid as he let us knows too much, and he pissed us off. I believe, one day i will look back and laugh at him.

Back to job hunting again. And might have some new future plans ahead. hopefully.hehehe..

Start ?

Yesterday i was excited. Out of dunno what reason, i send some of my recent demos to a local band, Vespertine's vocalist, Jinn. The band that i went for audition few months ago. hehe..After i sent, he replied that he thinks my tracks are cool, and wanted to collaborate with me, taking over the vocals for my demo. We talked over the phone. He offered to do a single track recording with me, told me about how the process is going to be, what is involved, the studio and mixing price shit.

"so are you in ?"
"Yes. But can you let me think through over it for a night ?"
"what is it that you are uncertain ? i can help"
"its all too sudden. Well, but sad but true, budget is the thing that is bothering me a bit."
"Yeah. Its coz you haven't been through the industry yet. But im proceeding you with what i normally do"

The night i did thought about it. Asking for friends opinions. I dunno why i think he might be using my songs to promote their band or stuffs...coz this year, i made really alot of wrong decisions and mistakes.

"yes. im in"

Today, i sent some of my other recorded demos to him, just for the sake to share, really. And i went out to chill. I got a call from Jinn just now saying that one of the track that i sent sounded alike with one of their band track, and he sounded kinda impressed, in a way, saying i copy their style..hahaha..

"ok..now..would you like to play shows for Vespertine ? i will considered having you play with us for our upcoming shows.. are you interested ?"
"Yes. Im in. Thats so cool man"
"cool. But i need to talk to the guys. You know, i have 5 other bandmembers. Everyone have their own opinion..hahaha"
"yea..of course i understand"
"ok.cool. i will call you soon. peace dude !"

That made my day. All this comes so sudden. The day was a disaster..i dunwan to talk about it here..but i guessed most of people know what happened.. but that call made my night. And he just edit and rewriting the new chorus for my song that we gonna be recording soon. Talk about passion..fuuu..Dunno how soon, but he arranged and will be meeting JD from pop shuvit soon to discuss about it.

I dunno how this will end up. Will this be another wrong decision and investment ? but whatever, making music is always one of my passion. Anyway, i think im kinda numb with any kinds of outcomes and false hope. But i think i learn and grow with each lessons..hehehe

I realised whenever there is a happy thing happening, there might be a bad thing happens in the same time. So does that means that, when the happy time past, the bad times will come ? and so for the latter ? hahaa..k.this is bullshit. But thats what happened to me for now..hahahaha

I have hopes. But dun dare to hope for too much. See what else this year can offer me before it ends...hahahaha...

Nasi Lemak Antarabangsa

Went to this so-called famous "Nasi Lemak Antarabangsa" somewhere in the malay rural area in Ampang. Really dunno how to describe the location, kinda old rugged place, longkang everywhere and un-hygience environment.

Went with TC and ah Seng, who they have planned to go since last week but didn't get the chance. Okla..yea..the nasi lemak is nice. Nice, but not to say anything special..how special can a nasi lemak be rite ? maybe the sambal ? hhmm..somemore the normal RM1.30 nasi lemak is without egg one, have to pay extra for the egg...

But then...look at the queue... imagine at around 11:30pm at night with these people lining up just to eat nasi lemak...hahahahaha...didn't really went and took upclose pics, banyak orang..paisehh lehh.. If only my phone camera don't have the "ka chak" sound..hehehe..



And you know, after we finished eating, we saw this one "siu keong" (cockcroach) landed on top of one of the dunno what sambal kari container top. Crawling...crawling... KNNBECCB !

Drive along and rounding around Jalan Haji Taib 2 after that..hahaha...with all the infamous ah kuas and pimps..kinda scary sight.. i was kinda excited at first..asked Ah Sing to pick me up at the other end.. i wan to walk along the street a bit. I just started walking, i can hear a pimp shouting at me, rushing over my side, "lengchai, ci peng wu sui ehh" ( handsome, here got nice one ! ) ..saw this one small snack shop still open, went inside and hide for a while, pretend choosing a drink..hahaha..then i patah balik..hahahaha...i remembered seeing this one that look like a female wrestle .. fuiyoo..the muscle...imagine that....!!! hahahahahhaaa...

walls walls

Since last month, our neighbour start thrashing the walls and extending the walls to make another room. Before this, our small balcony here use to be very windy even on hot afternoons. But now with the neighbour extending out the space, the wind is block, and afternoon sun shines weren't that bright as before..sigh..

My mom was a bit upset about it. My brother voiced out why don't we make a complain, coz they didn't really discuss with us first before building the space. And because of the construction, alot of the debris, cement and sand dirtied my mom small garden area...which they didn't apologised or offered to clean up for us also...not to mentioned the early morning grilling and hammering. Kinda frusfrating. But, sad but true, complain also no use coz they oledi halfway done.
Besides, this neighbour was me and my lil bro's piano teacher, but that was way 10 years back ago di la. They have a twins back then. I think they must have another familiy member di which they decided to build another room.



Talk about civic minded...

black stud

Try out with my phone camera. Not too bad eh the resolution and quality. But of course, it look poor when taken at night. Pictures taken below weren't photoshopped..ahhahaha..but of course use photoshop to arrange la..hehehe..



Got myself a new black stud. "Wahh..finally after one year...hahaha"

abit lala. I know. dun care !

Thai Club No More

Went Thai Club yesterday night for sort of the Raya countdown. Thai Club sucks...really sucks. All ahlians and ahbengs. My shoes were stepped like dunno how many fxxking times, being pushed and squeezed that it smells of sweat + 2 times smoke everywhere, damn !!! can't even danced for freaking 2 mins sure you will kena pushed or being pushed..so damn potong stimm...fxxk laaa..hey, wan to shuffle go Atmosphere or clubs tat place Techno or House music la....you are not and can't even dance to the beat and you were dancing on the stage..haiyooo...menyasuikannn... hey, aren't you hot ? are you sick ah ? if not why are you wearing that jacket ? why is that colour shade ? you blind meh ? haiyooo...beh tahan..eshuan said, "why the caucasian people look so good with the coloured hair, but why the chinese here look so ahbengs with the coloured hair ???" hahahahhaa... and you know the DJ even announced, " to all the chinese in the club !!! we wish you Selamat Hari Raya !!!!!" wtf..... ( i don't remember seeing any Malay inside btw )

The worst club in KL i think. No more next time lor. But the CheeCheongFun+KunlooMee supper at Sunway after that burned down my fire a bit..good food makes you happy ! hahahaha...

After being nagged and tk-ed "n" times by everyone, especially my fatty, i finally bought myself a new phone. Got new toy to play..yeahh..hahahahaha...Now my phone won't die off halfway talking, won't have to hang and reset halfway while messaging...hehehe.. This would be so far the highest amount of money i spent on an item on my own, after monthly car instalment, and the Wacom tablet. Well, of course don't count my Ibanez guitar and amp stuffs coz those were more of taken from my dad's allowance for me in Aus..hehehehe..